Me ride ...

So i'm cruisin down life's lane ... as you do. Had a head full of bikes and racecars lately, not bad for a little boy. Would be nice to actually get some real riding done soon. I got a date with the Crystal Shop in Magalies.

News around me has been bleek. Government shutdown. THIS is why i hated the world cup. Everybody who called me a naysayer and negativist, THIS is what i was unhappy about. Take your sports and stadiums and parties and shove it. What we are witnessing is the most extreme clash of the titans in history. The world's super rich playboys and personalities, against the one of the poorest communities in the world. None of us has money any more, not spare. You know, for doctors and hospitals. I sell my soul for the ticket, the private hospital ticket should my family or i suffer from the inevitable consequences of life.

Not that life should be easy. I remember God saying something about "toil". But this scenario hasn't been helped by the sheer greed mankind has ... where a million rand motorcar will stop by a dirty child in the road, and not even see it. When the driver of the million rand motorcycle is a public official who created that child on the side of the road through theft, fraud, expensive parties, tendtrepreneurships and just plain patheticness, WHAT THE FUCK? At what point does the tension snap? People forget how easily cars are stopped by half bricks. The rich are making their move by making police steal babies off mothers backs outside shiny shopping centres. God curse them and their offspring for such a crime against life.

We see xenophobia, one of the most convulted pieces of propaganda i have ever seen. It's fucking racism you dolts. You know? The same victory over apartheid you smear in out faces, you lost it. The pigs are in power, and They stink. The animals are hungry. As disappointed as i am with the teachers, and nurses, and officials, this is an inevitable event, and i am most grateful that i am not as severely inconvenienced as most. Like the guy who lost his hand because of it.

ITS NOT WORKING. When i have to explain to someone that our social model is broken, and they argue against me. Oh no we have it right, it's them gots it wrong. Oh? Ok. But the problems run so deep, even we the "middle class" are so busy with working, traffic, and soapies, not to forget actual LIFE somewhere in between. Perspective is lost. With all this shit going down some snide little cow offs herself and it's "tragic"?!! And of national interest? Fuck off. Bread and circuses all over again and i want to cry.

I'm part of a robin hood project, take from rich give to poor. It's hardly much, but every bit helps. My biggest problem is getting around those who have the ego problem. Every good and kind act needs to get over ego. Isn't that odd? (usually it's your own).

I scrubbed a doll clean earlier, and i got sung "thank you for doing that" by my daughter. Perspective. Most important.

Now i go battle the machine, the lunchbox's front brakes. I lost last night in my other interfacing with the machine. Bike's steering head and front assembly. Didn't have money for parts and don't have the tools either. *sigh* money again, lol. But i have brake pads and hopefully all the tools i need.

Got all i need. That's an affirmation. you should make it too. May not be much, not always what you want. But it's true, and powerful.

peace and love