Bad vibes

Is it just me or are things really fucked up lately. I blame the moon, for lack of anything else to howl at, perhaps i'm even right ....
For the last week, people have been bitchy, drivers have been absolute and total idiots, violence has been very close to the surface ... you can FEEL it in the air.

As ever, when i feel times like this i slow down and try surf the tides as best i can. However, every single other person close to me decides to go absolutely apeshit ... and frankly i don't have patience for that at the best of times .... times like this i could happily hide under my bed. Um ... under bed doesn't work, i tried it. have to go hide under a bush in the garden, otherwise they find me. No, i'm not joking.

I guess the question is this:
is this subjective?
or is this objective?

If it's subjective, then i feel better already. Just my own mind playing games. If it's not ... then WTF???? Can we have the old normal back please ... oh? really? that's a shame. The old normal got eaten .... that explains it.

If it's objective, then suddenly the school sword killer seems more understandable.
For me ... i want to get drunk .... really horribly dehumanisingly smashed.

The ability to reason is over rated thank you ... i'll settle for: "I'm unable to talk right now ... or think, or walk ... if you wish to leave a message, don't, i won't reply anyway".

Life really is a fuck up .... strange how no-one wants to say that ... ever ... despite overwhelming evidence. Bad you know .... can't have people thinking that.

I went to the doc the other day ... just feeling sick, tired, the usual. He tells me to take a holiday. Admittedly that was my first laugh for a while.